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Fallout

by Mark Dakota

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1.
Fallout 04:41
On the day I die I don't want you to cry When I can be everywhere, everything We won't say goodbye On the day I die I hope it's true That I can say I did everything I dreamed I'd do On the day I die And all the fallout from the sad things I've done I want it scattered with my ashes in the shining sun And all the good if there's any I did do Use it to heal all the scars left from me on you On the day I die Before my last breath I hope there's not a single thing I've left unsaid On the day I die I hope it's true That I can say I didn't only live for me but I Came through for you On the day I die And all the fallout from the sad things I've done I want it scattered with my ashes in the shining sun And all the good if there's any I did do Use it to heal all the scars left from me on you From me on you And if I've taken more, than I give I'm sorry if I didn't always choose the best ways to live And if I've taken more than I need I just want to say thank you to everyone that loved me On the day I die Yeah And all the fallout from the sad things I've done I want it scattered with my ashes in the shining sun And all the good if there's any I did do Use it to heal all the scars left from me on you From me on you Yeah And all the fallout from the sad things I've done I want it scattered with my ashes in the shining sun On the day I die On the day I die
2.
Disappear 02:59
When you're runnin' wrong The night fades into the day And half my soul is gone The other halfs in shades of grey Stars don't shine like that except the ones you miss I see you everywhere Stars don't shine like that and you would turn to find That you were never there You just disappear I crossed a line in my heart And I ain't comin' back What you've done has really changed me But you always knew that Stars don't shine like that except the ones you miss I see you everywhere Stars don't shine like that and you would turn to find That you were never there You just disappear Over and over again I just play it through my head Over and over again Everything you did and everything you said Stars don't shine like that except the ones you miss I see you everywhere Stars don't shine like that and you would turn to find That you were never there I see you everywhere Stars don't shine like that except the ones you miss I see you everywhere Stars don't shine like that and you would turn to find That you were never there Stars don't shine like that except the ones you miss I see you everywhere Stars don't shine like that and you would turn to find That you were never there You just disappear You just disappear You just disappear
3.
I watch her cry And curse my name She said I can't believe How much has changed I don't know Who you are Yes you do It's how we got this far Maybe I don't belong I don't belong Maybe I'm not as strong Maybe I don't hold in All those things that you hide As you choke on your pride And I really hate The empty fight Does it really mater Who's wrong or right And when I smile Like I don't care It's probably then That I need you there Maybe I don't belong I don't belong Maybe I'm not as strong Maybe I don't hold in All those things that you hide As you choke on your pride I'm not running away I'm not running away I'm not running away I'm not running away Yeah Maybe I don't belong I don't belong Maybe I'm not as strong Maybe I don't hold in All those things that you hide Yeah those things that you hide As you choke on your pride And I watch her cry Curse my name She said I can't believe How much has changed
4.
Slodier 04:09
I got a letter from my mom Said half the country thinks it's wrong But either way We'll be right here when you come home She said my family's doing fine We miss you so much all the time And all we do Is count the days 'till you come home Between the lines I know she's scared I wrote her back with what needs to be said I'm alright It's my fight Everyday For my life So back home Tell 'em not To leave us out Here alone I'm alright It's my fight Everyday For my life Yeah I'm not sure who's right or wrong Doesn't matter when your best friend is gone I watched him die Now Tell me why Cause I don't know We put our faith in what our leaders say It's the reason that I'm here today We vote em' in Now we need to win So I come home I can't change a country's views But we all win Or we all lose I'm alright It's my fight Everyday For my life So back home Tell 'em not To leave us out Here alone I'm alright It's my fight Everyday For my life You wanna tell me what I should do Oh yeah They wanna tell me what I should do I just want to be able to say I did the best I could Just want a greater good I did the best I could Just want The greater good Oh yea I got a letter from my mom Said half the country thinks it's wrong But either way We'll be right here when you come home I'm alright It's my fight Everyday For my life I'm alright It's my fight Everyday For my life So back home Tell 'em not To leave us out Here alone I'm alright It's my fight So say a prayer for me tonight Yeah You know I do Yeah You know I do Yeah You know I do Back home
5.
Father 04:32
Why Should I stand here In the dark alone No love No father Unwanted In a broken home And I won't breathe No I won't cry If you don't want me to Father where were you when I needed you Whoa no What have I I ever done Can it be enough Just to be Your son Whoa no What have I I ever done Can it be enough Just to be Your son You're gone now And I can't tell you how I feel, anyhow And I see It's you I always put above me And I won't breathe No I won't cry If you don't want me to But father where were you when I needed you Whoa no What have I I ever done Can it be enough Just to be Your son Whoa no What have I I ever done Can it be enough Just being Your son Why Should I stand here in the dark alone
6.
Oh Yeah Stars and stripes and girlfriends She just slapped her boyfriend hard So hard You should have called an old friend Instead you snapped with An open hart You snapped real hard Now it's as bad as it was before And maybe a little bit more But you don't have to If you don't want to, no You don't have to If you don't want to It's as bad as it was before And maybe A little bit more He said it was all a blur Turns out he went and shot her head In three days she'll be dead He drove down to the station In this divided nation, scarred Real hard Now it's as bad as it was before And maybe A little bit more (Repeat Chorus) But you don't have to If you don't want to, no You don't have to If you don't want to Oh You don't but you do Oh yeah But you won't make it through It's the same thing you always do A change takes dedication He took his medication and died Another suicide Now he's as dead as he was before And maybe a little bit more Oh Yeah But you don't have to If you don't want to, no You don't have to If you don't want to It's as bad as it was before So make it better than it was before And maybe A little bit more
7.
I'm caught in a web Spun in my head I Prove what I am My soul in my hand I'm up all night again With all those things I wish I said I'm up all night again Just chasing demons in my head The thoughts slam me down But you were my ground But you made me question why Oh why My Life on a chain Grinding all day I'm cold in the sun I'm under the gun I'm up all night again With all those things I wish I did I'm up all night again just chasing demons in my head The thoughts slam me down But you were my ground But you made me question why Oh why Oh Why Oh why Should I even try Oh Why Oh why Should I even try Oh why Oh Why Oh Why I'm up all night again With all those things I wish I said I'm up all night again just chasing demons in my head In my head The thoughts slam me down But you were my ground But you made me question why The thoughts slam me down But you were my my ground You made me question why Oh why Oh Why Made me question
8.
Your Sin 03:26
Just like I wanted to I brought you in It's what you want to do I am your sin I'll take everything Bare your soul Come on fight with me But you have no control And I Hate to make you stay I'm gonna have this all my way Hate to hold you down So just don't make a sound Look in my eyes And you tried everything But you never cried And as your trembling I see your pride I take you into me As I fall into you I know everything That you're going through You want to fight with me But you have no control I take everything I am your soul Oh I am your soul And I Hate to make you stay I'm gonna have this all my way Hate to hold you down So just don't make a sound Look in my eyes In my eyes Yeah Cause I Hate to make you stay I'm gonna have this all my way Hate to hold you down So just don't make a sound Look in my Hate to make you stay I'm gonna have this all my way Hate to hold you down So just don't make a sound Hate to make you stay I'm gonna have this all my way Hate to hold you down So just don't make a sound Look in my eyes In my eyes It's what you want to do I am your sin It's what you want to do Don't let me in
9.
Soul I Sold 04:44
I spent some time And now I'm trying to change I dream about it every night And I'm just hoping that this time I get it right I've thrown away so many things in my life Some good and some bad Like the smile of a child With a lonely heart Can't tell if he's happy or sad I'm watching I'm waiting for you Whoa oh oh oh oh oh I'm trying to find the soul I sold I'm down in hell tonight And it is feeling way to cold And if I had to I could surely find another way When life brings you to your knees Might as well give up and pray And if I had a soul I want to know Where will my soul go I Gotta get past all these good intentions Get my actions, not my plans to show And time changes all our faces But some people stay the same Un'Till you swallow so many tears That the pain drives your mind to change There watching I'm waiting for you Whoa oh oh oh oh oh I'm trying to find the soul I sold I'm down in hell tonight And it is feeling way to cold And if I had to I know I'd surely find another way Feels like it's been forever Since I seen the light of day Whoa oh oh oh oh oh Whoa oh oh oh oh oh Whoa oh oh oh oh oh yeah Whoa oh oh oh oh oh I spent some time and now I'm trying to change I think about it every night I Ain't got no more excuses This time I get it right I'm watching There waiting for you Yeah!!! Whoa oh oh oh oh oh I'm trying to find the soul I sold I'm down in hell tonight And it's feeling way to cold And if I had to I could surely find another way When life brings you to your knees Might as well give up and pray Whoa oh oh oh oh oh Whoa oh oh oh oh oh Whoa oh oh oh oh oh yeah Whoa oh oh oh oh oh Whoa oh oh oh oh oh I'm trying to find the soul I sold I'm down in hell tonight And it's feeling way to cold And if I had to I could surely find another way When life brings you to your knees Might as well give up and pray
10.
Here I Am 03:10
I'm not sure if I'm sane anymore I'm not sure what I'm still trying for You always want to tell me what I should do But you forget I never asked you It's hard to believe in yourself But here I am Looks like I finally found my way And Here I am I never thought I'd see today Your scard to chase your dreams You got your money And all your things But you never really took your chance Your Life pass you by in a glance Your criticisum cut me like a knife Do you feel like you wasted your life? You wanna be everything But inside You feel like nothing It's hard to believe in yourself But here I am Looks like I finally found my way And Here I am I never thought I'd see today And I know you never belived in me But here I am Looks like I finally found my way And oh lord You change me But I'm not gonna let you bring me down And Don't stop you say that You never really wanted me around It gets hard to believe in yourself But here I am Looks like I finally found my way And Here I am I never thought I'd see today And I know you never belived in me Here I am Yes And Here I am I never thought I'd see today And I know you never belived in me But here I am
11.
Oh yeah Yesterday I tried to be something I never was I Wondered what I'd find As I lost my mind Yesterday I tried to be that thing you see in me But I couldn't be Because it wasn't me But God I'll wait I watched you change Into yourself And God I'll wait These things you say I'll never live your way again Again Yesterday I wanted not to be the only one With nothing left to hide There's nowhere left to run Yesterday I wanted not to have this hate for you But the hardest thing to do Was forgiving you But God I'll wait I watched you change Into yourself And God I'll wait Those things you say I'll never live your way again Never again No no no I'll never live your way again No no no And can you fly I know I can And can you fly I know I can And can you fly I know I can And can you fly But God I'll wait I watched you change Into yourself And God I'll wait Wait Those things you say Are someone else But God I'll wait I watched you change Into yourself And God I'll wait Those things you say to someone will never live I'll never live your way again

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released November 9, 2010

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